Maybe.

Sorry, this post is a little depressed, but I have been thinking a lot about Robbie reciently and today he has been stuck in the back of my mind.

My Friend Robbie died a little over a month ago, and it still doesn't seem real. I was telling my friend at work a story that involved him and jeeping, and without realizing it, spoke of him as if he were still alive, and it wasn't until I was almost done with the story before remembering he is gone.

I wonder when it will finally feel real?

I couldn't make myself go to the graveside service, and maybe thats why it hasn't sunk in yet. I pass his cemetery every couple of days or so and maybe I need to stop and see him. Maybe then it will be real.